Because I am a woman and he is a man

"In a relationship, accepting weirdness of eachother is as much important as knowing the love itself" -potatoehoney-

I have to say that I am so lucky to have a very good man who has been my soulmate for more than 5 years. We met in a very uncommon situation, being a good friend and then having silly relationship in the first time. He was unexpectable man for me, I meant I am a movie lover who consider thats my type should be like actor in romantic movie (ahahahah) and what I got is, well, a creepy man. 

Before I have relationship with him I read this book, it is like a guide for relationship between woman and man.

I learn a lot from this book and i guess that I will ready for having mature and stable relationship with a man. I know how to handle my emotions and how to understand a man. And yes then I met him. First and second years was very beautifull, we laugh, share and had very great time. Sometimes there was emotions  too but we managed it because we both falling love with each other. But every relationship have up and down, and it is also happened to us. Most time all the theories that I knew from this book are just gone. And I am feeling that I am just a new girl who just got first love, yeah it happends!

It is very hard to deal with my self, not because I dont understand my man, but the problem is to deal with my self, with my heart, my hormons and my emotions relate with the little problems that often happends in our relationship's life. 

For example : The last sunday my "half" had deadline for his work, He already explained to me that he will be very busy with his projects and I said that I understand this. But in the weekend that we usually spending time together, I can't controll my emotion to miss him and feel lonely because he is not with me. No matter how hard I try to understand but I just couldn't stop my brain to sensitive about his busy, to miss him too much. And this lead us to complain each other, he complain me because I can't understand him and I complain him because he doesn't understand that I miss him.

That is what I meant that no matter we understand the theory, finally practice it is just separate thing with knowing the theory ^^

Talking about my man, he was my best friend before started to falling love with me. I am a type of girl who reads zodiac to learn about characteristic. My man is a capricorn, and according to zodiac capricorn are very serious and stable persons.

In another problem, our fight should start with some silly things that it is very funny if later we realized it supposed to not happend if we both face it with cool head.

And actually I have to say that it seems impossible to unite us with a lots of differences, but we choose to keep love each other and make this relationship stronger than everyone could thought.

I can be too sensitive and bombard him with a lot of love words that annoyed him, and he can makes me mad because of his cold and quiet behaviour, but in the end we will have to say that we love each other, and that all.